And I’d bet, that she still has me, in hers. I love to know that I still have her in my heart. The fact that those words stayed with me for so long makes me just the teeiniest bit less depressed. I miss walking with her and holding her hand the whole way and never letting go.īut, she always said to stay strong. Being able to hug her, and comfort her when ever she needed to be. But when we met officially, and actually talked to each other and started to like each other. And then running away like a coward the day at the Museum. I know I was wrong for stalking her before we first met. It’s like the sadness has turned into a loud bunch of kids that run around making all the noise they possibly can that you can’t even sleep through.Īnd all this sleep deprivation doesn’t help depression, it just makes it worse, and you feel hopeless.
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But, things that you’ve connected so well with can’t are too hard to ignore with some sort of deep sadness. Without Aisha in my life, I’ve just felt so lonely, even as a spirit, I bet she’s felt the same. And until you get as you wish, you go crazy. And when you can’t sleep you just want to seek out what made that light go out and destroy it, have your revenge. Then, you go to sleep and it taunts you by appearing in your dreams and all of your thoughts. And without that light there and you leave and wonder about it. The thing that you’ve found, that light could end up going out and you’re left with the thoughts of that light, and you’d wish it was still there with you in that big forest. Even if you end up not liking what you’ve found, you still go to it.
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Like when you walk through the woods and you see a very bright light, and you immediately just want to go to it. Nabu always kept me in the best of moods. Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind You used to captivate me by your resonating light And if that is him, It’s nice to know that he still has me, and I still have him. Sometimes I like to think that that thing is Nabu’s spirit staying with me, and comforting me. This thing also is preventing me from wanting to go bad and make me do drugs and drink the day away. But the way our relationship progressed, and the rate it grew affected me so much emotionally that when he died, It just destroyed the emotional part of me.īut sometimes, I feel, I feel something touch my heart and make me feel a little less sad, not exactly happy, but close to it. We may have had a rocky start on the red fountain ship, and when we were at the museum. My deep depression just won’t seem to go away and leave me alone, like it wants me to be sad, but.I know that’s not why. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fearsĪnd I held your hand through all of these years When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears There are so many emotions brewing inside me sadness, anger, confusion, and all at the same time… I don’t think I’ll ever get rid of those feelings. But sometimes, My sadness is too strong and overpowers my attempt to ignore the emptiness in me.
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I.I try, and I try to ignore this void that hides deep inside me. There's just too much that time cannot erase These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real It’s like his ghost, is taunting me by staying by my side and making me think of him every second, of every minute, of every day. I wish I could just forget about him, and not get depressed everything something that reminds me of him pops up. I wipe away my tears and hug the photo, as if it were Nabu himself. A droplet of water splashed on the glass. Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me aloneĪs I lay in my bed with the winx being gone at the mall where I didn’t want to go, I roll around thinking of what to do until I roll and see the picture of me and Nabu together. I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fearsĪnd if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Underline and bold means both of their POV’s *PLEASE READ THIS NOTE FIRST SO THIS MAKES SENSE!*